Its hard to imagine how quickly time seems to be passing. I miss so much of my old days. I miss the roadside shopping with my best friend, the crazy beach side walks with my childhood buddy... We seem to have no time for anything and its just scary!
I always seemed to be the sorts who would have time for everything,for all my friends, for life in general..
Now it seems like I have no time for myself... Things are just going so fast...And I am trying to hold onto it all...Not working...
I am in my imagined perfect place, this is where I always wanted to be but then again, what am I loosing out on... I guess you have a price to pay for getting what you want..and I am paying that price by loosing out on time... Time with friends and with myself... Yes it has been a while since I did something for myself, just for myself... and I am not talking about random retail therapy moments, something much more than that...
When was the last time I held that hand because I really wanted to not let go...?
When was the last time I walked that path because I wanted to and not because that was my only choice...?
Damn, this whole deal with future is pretty not happy...
Ah but I will survive... I hope!
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